unforgetable memories

heemmm .. its been more then 4 months now.. wat should i doo... i am confuce.. my dad toll me future is bright.. but i keep thinigking of her.. everysingle second.. but i dnt think she is thinkging of me.. ahhhhhhh... in a year time.. go bak and see her.. ahhh shit mann. i dnt even knw will she be the same or nt..i need help...i wan advise.. some 1 who can gv me advise.. i am going crazy here.. i just miss her.. alot.. alottttt.... and i am angry.. how long can u make me like this .. goddd...