Tuesday, January 25, 2011

wed 3.52 am 2011/01/25
hem i am bored and i cant slepp its been already 7 months plus since is left home. and finally i saw shari just a few days agoo .. lolls mis her a lot even i knw i am no 1 to her maybe a friend but a really new 1 .. 1 i more thing an ex problematic friend also..haaa.. i realy din wan to talk abt cass when i and shari when out but things just came out and i promise noting will come out the nex we meet. i deleted all my video's that i use to make before .. talking to my self and so on. hem i can only remember 1 thing. we had fun and thats all . ok fuck change the topic.. lolls
i wanted to be lost for a while and din want any1 to knw were i was and doing ! hope it stays the same. i have golf 2moro and i hav to wake up earl . dam tired but i cant slepp . had a good chat with harun 2day bat your biz and fucking got advise again my savings hem going to start lahh.. need some savings .. more i mean ..
no more expensive shopping and no more drinking every week.. noting.. since i was here i had been meeting lots of rich man , ministers, tan sir's and so on.. why ?? why ?? i should learn frm them as they do talk to me about their life and experience !!! when i start saving i can handle my biz well. and 1s my biz i well i can see the money.. lots of it.. lolls !!! hahaha shari i haven't been growing tall lahh.. i am just gaining a bit of weight !! protine shakes and gym workout !! hem just wanted to realiase some stress !!working here is fun but a lot of emotional problems.